1) my arms falling asleep when I am in bed. I can't curl my arms under my pillow because the pins and needles start and I loose feeling in my fingers. I hate waking up to dead hands. I flop them over and try to get feeling back fast!
2) ease to eliminate my plantar fasciitis. Getting up in the morning or after sitting a while my right foot screams in pain. I limp around for it to begin warming up for proper walking.
3) the fact that I have so much excess fat that I need to use deodorant on my inner thighs to prevent sweat and smell.
4) in the summer or heat, my excess sweating. When I sit, I literally leave a wet mark from my butt. Ew, gross.
5) I have only had it twice, but a yeast infection in the folds of my legs and pelvic area. Talk about feeling disgusting.
6) going up and down stairs without hearing my skin slap. Yup, love that sound --- NOT.
7) better sex. Really? Yes. Not having to move my butt cheek to allow better access. I know, TMI. However, someone out there has that issue too and will connect to me in some way....
8) getting on amusement rides and not having to change seats to not make the ride move correctly, or at least FIT in a ride. Embarrassing.
9) to stop hiding behind friends/family in pictures. Or perfecting the right stance to not look so huge. Yes, I have found that stance.
10) to stop cropping pictures to not look as big.
11) to not getting the disgusted up and down glare from DH. Possibly have him want me more?
12) to fit in fashionably. Yes, I can do it ok. But this fashion trend of boots over jeans? I can't find a pair of boots that go over my ankles or calves. I have ugly legs.
13) it's been a while I have been looked at in an attractive way. I want to be desired. To feel like I am worth it. To be cherished.
14) to not worry I may break my bed...yes, planks have broken. My grandfather made me this bed as a wedding present. I want this to last.
15) I want to sit in a tailgating seat without worrying about its weight limit... Yes, this petrified me. I know there are big people ones. I got one for 250lbs, and broke it during its 2nd use. Horrifying. Tailgating, drive-ins, hanging outside to watch kids play are all my nightmare.
16)...this one I am trying to prevent. We are going to disney in July. We are flying. I don't want to get stuck with an additional seat charge.
17) another vaca issue. Needing a queen bed or higher. Have you tried to sleep in a double with SO and you are both over 200lbs? Or at least one of you is bigger? The constant fear of falling out of bed keeps you from sleeping comfortably.
As anyone can plainly see, I have a lot that I dislike. I am hoping to turn this list to things I overcame. I sure hope it's a possibility.
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